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I shouldn't be on. SOSHUSH.
I wanna change Lei a bit. I dunno why. For similar reasons to Komi deleting some old art - My fursona isn't me anymore. I'm not so happy and bright ond colourful as I used to be. A typical thing to say, perhaps, but I've changed. I've become a more morbid person - more dismal. Stuff keeps gettin' dug up (mostly because of a certain group who insists on keeping an argument alive  for some queer reason) and it's.. I dunno. I wanna be sunny again, but I won't. I get these damn violent moodswings - wether it's puberty or something else, I don't know, but I'm not giving Ania credit because she'll be all proud of herself for making me feel miserable - One minute I feel all sad and dismal, the next I'm completely normal, and the next I'm bouncing of the walls, laughing uncontrollably over stupid things and feel like I'm on weed.
Maybe something's wrong with me. I don't know.
I'm sooo confused lately.